You don't even know how mad I am I want to break out in tears in such frustration. I doubt any of you will sympathize with me because... come on, how many of you actually play sports on here, haha.

But anyway, I had a Varsity Basketball game today. Was feeling pumped and great all day before it. Had a little cold because but I just brushed it off because I knew we were just going to do so good.
And if you've never been to a high school game event, it's crazy. So the band and screaming was already enough to get me going. Come game time, we do warm-ups and stuff, still excited, lots of people in the stands and stuff.

So what is it exactly that pissed me off?
I sat. On the bench. I didn't get to start, and watched as my teammates, some who aren't nearly as skilled as me (I'm not being cocky here, I have been told this by the coach and I usually score more than ANYONE else on the team always.) get to start the game. If you haven't watched basketball or played starting is really an important part, at least to me. Especially since I am NOT an off the bench player. Meaning, you can't not start me, and then expect me to work wonders. It won't happen.

And it didn't happen.
Scored a fucking total of 1 point. ONE.

My 'average' is at least 15 a game, and that's just the average. Me, not getting to start, I played with the not so great players who were also on Varsity. So when I did go in, I couldn't do anything then either because they can't even take care of the ball or get it to me because they.won't.pass.it.to.me. Even if I'm WIDE open. Didn't get to play as much as anyone else. All the while being confused as hell as to why lesser players are playing over me.

Oh, and we still lost. By two points.

Tl;dr
I'm not happy.

.:FRIENDS:.